where is my time

before you start to read, start the music at the end of the post

heyhey...more than 2 months since last post o.O but actually its because of so much stress in the last time. i need to breath!! one moment of silence and relaxion...sadly, nothing in sight. i really really regret that i stood at home and worked during my last vacations ;( first, i wanted to work one month at my fathers company, now its around 3 and i dont want anymore..i am withdrawing from it more and more, but my father seems to ignore it. if i didnt asked a friend to help out, i dont know, how my father would make it...naive person! so i have to work less now, and three of seven projects are coming to the end, but now i have to start learning -.-
sometimes i ask myself, why cant i just take some time off? just for one week would be nice...go away without saying something to anybody...damn...senceless daydreaming, back to work, peter
and the best thing happened on sunday. after celebrating the birthday of my friend and me, i got to bed at 5 oclock...and i forgot, that i told my evil aunt, that she can call me at 11 oclock...what happened? she called 10 minutes earlier >:( as you can imagine, the lovely ringing of my telephone put me into a calm and friendly mood...the only reason, that my telephone is still alive is because its not in my bed room...after thinking of 21 kinds of killing the telephone, it stopped ringing...as i said, many problems can be solved by just waiting. sadly, i forgot the evil evilness of my evil aunt. she called 3 minutes later. i didnt answered. she called 4 minutes later again. i didnt answered. she called 6 minutes and it came to my mind, that she will never never stop to torture me, so i chose the smaller evil and answered the phone: "oh, i woke you up?" -.- after showering with cold water, because some funny person switched the heater off, i had to go to my grandma to eat... have you ever tried to eat something after too much alcohol and too less sleep? horrible..
all in all, a too busy day which began beautiful (at 0 o'clock :D).
oh, and today, i hope, i managed to overcome my fear to hold speeches. i had one today, and i made it to stay calm and speak free ;D little thing for many peoples, but i was happy nontheless.
so i can only stay with planing my next vacation...which i cant realy do because i dont know, when my exams are >:( i hate to study. which dumb person invented the myth, that students have sooo much time!?
so...see you!
ah, one last thing: i heard so many good songs last time, but i wanna present you one of the best songs during last time
it yoav with beautiful lie